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Thursday, May 12, 2011

My MOM..





FOR MAMA

by Buniknik Ladrera Agne on Thursday, May 12, 2011 at 5:03am ·
 


 
For those who haven't got a chance to know mama (Grace Ladrera):
as an employee she has been a hardworking person, she may be late before sometimes, but is never absent..lagi siyang nagwoworry after chemotherapy or from hospitalization kapag aabsent siya the next day..Napakamatiisin pong tao niyan kahit nahihirapan na siya, kaya everyone was shocked kasi napakasudden ng death niya..

For MAMA's friends:
I remembered, when she comes home from office, she is so tired but we know she's happy kasi napakaraming stories niya sa'min before,na pumunta sila sa ganito or sa ganyan..sa sobra pong matiisin even if she's in pain or nagkaka-shortness of breath pinapakita niya oi na she's okay para di kayo mag-worry masyado and i know that you know it already na nahihirapan na siya..makulit lang po talaga si MAMA..hindi po papaawat hanggat kaya pa niya.

For Our Family:
She's been always a happy person. before she sings and dance pa nga eh..kabisado pa numbers or buttons sa calculator whenever she takes her paper works home,,hehehe.. pero lately when we found out that she was diagnosed last 2009, at first na-alarm kami, kahit siya nalungkot..pero she never quit kahit na sometimes she feels like giving up already..we know she's afraid to die kasi before she got hospitalized she told us na parang umiiksi na yung paghinga niya (in a manner na she was about to cry) but we told her not to think about it so much kasi what's in the mind the body reacts.and also bago siya lagyan ng mga machine, she told kuya erwin and everyone inside the room, "i want to live! i want to live!" thinking na marame pa siyang gustong gawin..

kulang ang isang araw para maikuwento buhay ni MAMA sa loob at labas ng bahay,, everyone has their stories to tell..we love to hear it from you..because personally I REALLY MISS MAMA.. kahit mga kids ko affected,,sabi nga ni yuan, "i miss lola (grace)" lola and God is in my head,,no more kisses, no more hugs, no more talking, no more gifts."even my youngest, may nagbuzzer lang sa gate, tumayo sa pagkakahiga saying "is that lola?" imagine what a 5 and 3 year old kid can be affected to what happen,,haaaay..
walang perfect sa mundong ito,,pero para sakin perfect ka MAMA..di man sa mga ways mo, pero perfect ka sa pagmamahal and sacrifices para sa family mo..YOU"RE THE BEST! and i thank God that he lend you to us..

I REALLY MISS YOU MAMA!